My Life Is Worthless!!!!

28/4/09
-bad day, morning go sch, giv frens scold...haizz..quite pity de me =[
no ppl look after me also...haizz - -
bt at last, saw piggy, become little happy jor..haha.. ^^
bt i felt that she unhappy, bt she told me that she dint unhappy, aiyo... i think my feeling is dam bad...hahas... SUX


-afternoon, back from sch, let my stupid bro scolded, haizz... FARK off!!!!
feel very moody, bt sms avbody, no one wan to reply me also... sad jor....
then feel wanna crying bt my tear cant out at all... wat happened to me i also duno... LOLS?? - -'' then going tuition lo, on the way, saw stupid police... kanasai 1... block my way... then i change way to go for tuition, late jor... Zzzz nth to say lo...self yongsui, haizzzz.... then finish tuition go back home jor, feel tired, bt cant sleep... zzz duno wat to do... open pc, and looking at the pc for half hours... [ SOT jor]
haizz...!!! after that, i sms to piggy, bt she dint make reply too..haizz.. really sad.. =[

-while i felt sad times, something come on my brain, suddenly, missed someone, haha..more think more think, more happy... - -'' Nth to say lo? [ really SOT d]
hahaha....!!!
30/4 is coming edi, someone b'dae soon... will she still remember that i around her?? - -''
i think she just look me as a invisible man lo...haizz...!! edi forget that i still alive...haha.. and then at 8 oclock my fren come my house carry me to another fren house do homework and make revision... at the time, i did homework till forgot time edi... do....do....do...., my feeling is just awhile only, edi 10 oclock... so i phone back home, and report for im still in safety mode to my mum, my mum get my call, and ''gua...gua...gua...gua...'' kept calling me faster back home, and eat before back!! after eat, my fren carry me back, walked into house, my mum scolded me that why u come back so late, and i said that i no need eat my dinner arh?? Just inside this few minutes, we 2 quarrel jor....!! And she said no more go out at nitez again...haizz!!
So sad.... PLS la.. i go fren's house for revision and homework only lo..not go kidnap or kill ppls arh... need like that meh? i study harder got wrong meh? - -
walao.. if like that then i stopped sch-ling better lo... haizz....
nth to say la... wat also my wrong, even that fren do wrong things, also put blame on me....
wat can i do next?

~~~ i Just can pray to god before i sleep... God, Bless me PLS... haizz...!! AMEN!!!

My Life Is Worthless lo... as my fren's words '' Life for nothing, Die for something''
Aliluya... Amitofo....
ZZzzzz