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Thursday, April 30, 2009

Im Always unluck =[

2day pjk period, played foot ball, till very happy times, kns, one student from 4SA shot me, my leg bengkak jor...haizz..!! till now still feel very pain...haizz..!!
my mum keep stopped me for any exercises, she said that i play wat type of ball also easy injured...!!
wat can i do next? stopped? or continue??
confuse about this question...
Zzzz...

2molo at simpang 3 de basketball competition also duno how to play edi...haizz!!
stupid stubborn leg, always make me so hard to do ppl.... ZZzzz
2day at sch, saw her, bt also not dare move in front and tell her 'happy birthday', i really so timid...haizzz...!!
Sry... now i feel that i really need to giv up my love and put up my hand edi....!!!

Sad, ur answer edi made me few days cant sleep tightly...Zz its time to giv up d....!!
yeah babe... i trying harder from this second to look u as my sister/fren!! ^^

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

My Life Is Worthless!!!!

28/4/09
-bad day, morning go sch, giv frens scold...haizz..quite pity de me =[
no ppl look after me also...haizz - -
bt at last, saw piggy, become little happy jor..haha.. ^^
bt i felt that she unhappy, bt she told me that she dint unhappy, aiyo... i think my feeling is dam bad...hahas... SUX


-afternoon, back from sch, let my stupid bro scolded, haizz... FARK off!!!!
feel very moody, bt sms avbody, no one wan to reply me also... sad jor....
then feel wanna crying bt my tear cant out at all... wat happened to me i also duno... LOLS?? - -'' then going tuition lo, on the way, saw stupid police... kanasai 1... block my way... then i change way to go for tuition, late jor... Zzzz nth to say lo...self yongsui, haizzzz.... then finish tuition go back home jor, feel tired, bt cant sleep... zzz duno wat to do... open pc, and looking at the pc for half hours... [ SOT jor]
haizz...!!! after that, i sms to piggy, bt she dint make reply too..haizz.. really sad.. =[

-while i felt sad times, something come on my brain, suddenly, missed someone, haha..more think more think, more happy... - -'' Nth to say lo? [ really SOT d]
hahaha....!!!
30/4 is coming edi, someone b'dae soon... will she still remember that i around her?? - -''
i think she just look me as a invisible man lo...haizz...!! edi forget
that i still alive...haha.. and then at 8 oclock my fren come my house carry me to another fren house do homework and make revision... at the time, i did homework till forgot time edi... do....do....do...., my feeling is just awhile only, edi 10 oclock... so i phone back home, and report for im still in safety mode to my mum, my mum get my call, and ''gua...gua...gua...gua...'' kept calling me faster back home, and eat before back!! after eat, my fren carry me back, walked into house, my mum scolded me that why u come back so late, and i said that i no need eat my dinner arh?? Just inside this few minutes, we 2 quarrel jor....!! And she said no more go out at nitez again...haizz!!
So sad.... PLS la.. i go fren's house for revision and homework only lo..not go kidnap or kill ppls arh... need like that meh? i study harder got wrong meh? - -
walao.. if like that then i stopped sch-ling better lo... haizz....
nth to say la... wat also my wrong, even that fren do wrong things, also put blame on me....
wat can i do next?

~~~ i Just can pray to god before i sleep... God, Bless me PLS... haizz...!! AMEN!!!

My Life Is Worthless lo... as my fren's words '' Life for nothing, Die for something''
Aliluya... Amitofo....
ZZzzzz


Monday, April 27, 2009

Bad day.. and suffering day...!! sry PIGGY =[

27/4/09
~ 2day morning feel quite moody, see both of my best frens quarrel about a small matter, i just sit in front of them and doing homework...
bt suddenly, hear some quarreling sound from behind, so i look behind, and saw my fren beat each others...haizz!!
so bad.... fren so long edi, need quarrel coz small thing like this meh?? - -''
say really, feel dam disappointed about it..haizz..!!

~ 2day afternoon went to english tuition like before, reached there, still very focus, bt afterwards.... duno why feel very sleepy jor, i think is weather problem la...hahax.. dam sux... then teacher slapped my hand, and then wake up from sleep mode...hahaha... then after go math tuition... saw piggy stood in front of tuition class there waiting for her parents came and fetch her back...hahax...

~near 7 o'clock something, i received a msg from piggy, she told me that she feel unhappy and suffer, then i try make her happy lo... bt Finally, her tears also came out from her eyes, she CRY!!!
i felt quite sad when i get a msg from her that she said she crying...haizz..!! so pity...!! really SRY, i cant make u happy... really SRY..

~8pm-- my fren came my house carried me to his house do homework and make revision... till 10 i just reached home, bt when i reached home, i heard those stupid sound from my opposite dead house.. Haizz..!! really dam pity, i think later i also cant sleep well edi...haizz...


~ Lastly, very sry for u PIGGY... and i most scare gal crying de..
pls..always be happy ^^
and i wish all my frens always happy and frenship recover back as usual... ^^
Good NiteZ