RELUCTANT....

My heart... slowlyy indifferent... haizz..
after 2molo we wanna leave our SCH.. END our secondary life.. finish our SPM...
Reluctant bout it... 5 years, 5 years passed as arrow shot out.. this 5 years.. i jst play play play...
play anytime.. bt never treasure study time.. now... regretful... VERY regret!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my fren.... i always appreciate, treasure frenship between u all... =]
although end our sch life... lack many time to live together... FREN i LOVE u all.. and treasure always.. i hope our frenship will be last longer, long lasting..

Fren, who din have my number.. get from me... =]
Muackzz... wish u all can do the best 2molo... LOVE u all...

==''

best best fren unhappy ><
wat can i do?

我的遺憾，但是也是我的幸福

遺憾對我來說，沒關系了，因為，我有了一班挺我的好友！
我感到好幸福哦！！！
朋友們。。。
ｉ　ＬＯＶＥ u

I on My wAy..

From that day till now, 2 weeks edi... why my leg, still havent recover yet? - -''
god pls bless me lar...haiz...
i wanna taking part basketball competition on next month de le... Zzzz

Some exam subjects result out edi...
some subject get nicer than unexpected... quite happy lo ^^
bt... monthly exam coming soon again.. haizz

saD

i always MISS u

Muackzz

U sad, I more SAD !!

why u sad? why dunwan tell me?
why so unhappy?
why u keep it so secret?
why? why? why?

U know when u sad, i more sad ma? =[
haizz.. why u all thing also keep it de?
or i just a stranger for u? cant tell even any secret?
haizz.. if u really think that, i tell u im really really disappointed about it la... PIGGY!!

MOVE toward, and LOOK forward, dun turn back, anything passed, forget it... if not ur live will very suffer... believe me!!!

FARK off!!!!

4/5
~that day morning, when i reached sch, went into my class..knn, i saw my desk was beveled... then i moved toward, and put down my beg, my all books inside my locker and gone...!! haizz... diuz lo.. nowaday, ppl so poor meh? study till steal ppl de book? - -'' my god babe... if i found whos the idiot, stubborn.. u will DIE!!!
bt i felt very weird.. why my window all closed edi before i went back...how they steal my book oh? - -'' kanasai 1...zzzZZ


5/5
~2day morning, inside sch hall got a Graduation Exhibition, i cant even choose any subject that i wanna to study after i graduation.. wa..that time very confuse, all my fren walk here and there to find their loving subject, bt i just follow them only.. i cant even know wat i did that time.. ><'' haizz....!! After that, i saw 'someone', haizz... when i met her, i felt very happy de...bt i walked near her, she straight said ur hair arh............................................... and something!!!
haizz.... that time , i hear le.. really moody jor..and felt very disappointed about her 'meaningful' words...!! SAD!!!

haha...i feel that im quite stupid =[

5/3

finally, our 1st match of basketball competition lose jor..
-_-!! stupid de me, while my stubborn leg still on pain, i also went for competition...
lastly, [79-65]<-- score| we lose the match... im sms-ing someone, bt she also dunwan reply me.. ><
im really disappointed for u..
why i like de ppl all dislike me de??
why wor?? =[
although i knew that im not lengzai, bt i have a love u de heart ar!!
so bad....
im trying harder to giv up my love to u...
i trying, bt im cant did it...

Piggy, i found that song edi..thx much ya... i download self better la..i dunwan u hard to do ppl.. i borrow u my phone ur bf jealous, u borrow me ur phone, ur bf jealous also..haha fren so hard to do hor??
bt also need thx you la...coz long time till now, u keep giving me support...anything, haha, thx!! nice fren as u hard to find edi lo ^^
kaka~~ so happy that im can recognize u...
really happy.... i hope u can happy always...remember, cry is useless de... if one day u cry again, remember me... my phone always open for u ^^

I will stopped posting blog edi, exam coming soon...need revision..
take care all my fren
and my LOVing BUDDY ^^
[ especially~ Piggy and 'someone']
MuackxzzZ

Im Always unluck =[

2day pjk period, played foot ball, till very happy times, kns, one student from 4SA shot me, my leg bengkak jor...haizz..!! till now still feel very pain...haizz..!!
my mum keep stopped me for any exercises, she said that i play wat type of ball also easy injured...!!
wat can i do next? stopped? or continue??
confuse about this question...
Zzzz...

2molo at simpang 3 de basketball competition also duno how to play edi...haizz!!
stupid stubborn leg, always make me so hard to do ppl.... ZZzzz
2day at sch, saw her, bt also not dare move in front and tell her 'happy birthday', i really so timid...haizzz...!!
Sry... now i feel that i really need to giv up my love and put up my hand edi....!!!

Sad, ur answer edi made me few days cant sleep tightly...Zz its time to giv up d....!!
yeah babe... i trying harder from this second to look u as my sister/fren!! ^^

My Life Is Worthless!!!!

28/4/09
-bad day, morning go sch, giv frens scold...haizz..quite pity de me =[
no ppl look after me also...haizz - -
bt at last, saw piggy, become little happy jor..haha.. ^^
bt i felt that she unhappy, bt she told me that she dint unhappy, aiyo... i think my feeling is dam bad...hahas... SUX


-afternoon, back from sch, let my stupid bro scolded, haizz... FARK off!!!!
feel very moody, bt sms avbody, no one wan to reply me also... sad jor....
then feel wanna crying bt my tear cant out at all... wat happened to me i also duno... LOLS?? - -'' then going tuition lo, on the way, saw stupid police... kanasai 1... block my way... then i change way to go for tuition, late jor... Zzzz nth to say lo...self yongsui, haizzzz.... then finish tuition go back home jor, feel tired, bt cant sleep... zzz duno wat to do... open pc, and looking at the pc for half hours... [ SOT jor]
haizz...!!! after that, i sms to piggy, bt she dint make reply too..haizz.. really sad.. =[

-while i felt sad times, something come on my brain, suddenly, missed someone, haha..more think more think, more happy... - -'' Nth to say lo? [ really SOT d]
hahaha....!!!
30/4 is coming edi, someone b'dae soon... will she still remember that i around her?? - -''
i think she just look me as a invisible man lo...haizz...!! edi forget that i still alive...haha.. and then at 8 oclock my fren come my house carry me to another fren house do homework and make revision... at the time, i did homework till forgot time edi... do....do....do...., my feeling is just awhile only, edi 10 oclock... so i phone back home, and report for im still in safety mode to my mum, my mum get my call, and ''gua...gua...gua...gua...'' kept calling me faster back home, and eat before back!! after eat, my fren carry me back, walked into house, my mum scolded me that why u come back so late, and i said that i no need eat my dinner arh?? Just inside this few minutes, we 2 quarrel jor....!! And she said no more go out at nitez again...haizz!!
So sad.... PLS la.. i go fren's house for revision and homework only lo..not go kidnap or kill ppls arh... need like that meh? i study harder got wrong meh? - -
walao.. if like that then i stopped sch-ling better lo... haizz....
nth to say la... wat also my wrong, even that fren do wrong things, also put blame on me....
wat can i do next?

~~~ i Just can pray to god before i sleep... God, Bless me PLS... haizz...!! AMEN!!!

My Life Is Worthless lo... as my fren's words '' Life for nothing, Die for something''
Aliluya... Amitofo....
ZZzzzz

Bad day.. and suffering day...!! sry PIGGY =[

27/4/09
~ 2day morning feel quite moody, see both of my best frens quarrel about a small matter, i just sit in front of them and doing homework...
bt suddenly, hear some quarreling sound from behind, so i look behind, and saw my fren beat each others...haizz!!
so bad.... fren so long edi, need quarrel coz small thing like this meh?? - -''
say really, feel dam disappointed about it..haizz..!!

~ 2day afternoon went to english tuition like before, reached there, still very focus, bt afterwards.... duno why feel very sleepy jor, i think is weather problem la...hahax.. dam sux... then teacher slapped my hand, and then wake up from sleep mode...hahaha... then after go math tuition... saw piggy stood in front of tuition class there waiting for her parents came and fetch her back...hahax...

~near 7 o'clock something, i received a msg from piggy, she told me that she feel unhappy and suffer, then i try make her happy lo... bt Finally, her tears also came out from her eyes, she CRY!!!
i felt quite sad when i get a msg from her that she said she crying...haizz..!! so pity...!! really SRY, i cant make u happy... really SRY..

~8pm-- my fren came my house carried me to his house do homework and make revision... till 10 i just reached home, bt when i reached home, i heard those stupid sound from my opposite dead house.. Haizz..!! really dam pity, i think later i also cant sleep well edi...haizz...


~ Lastly, very sry for u PIGGY... and i most scare gal crying de..
pls..always be happy ^^
and i wish all my frens always happy and frenship recover back as usual... ^^
Good NiteZ